Let's pretend as adults .. because that what adults do , I thought you were my best friend the one that I can be myself around ,the one that I can stop pretending around , the person who will never judge me. who'll never call me "drama queen" , well for long long time of my life I was alone all by my self , there were no people around me , no friends no family , so yes I learned from the movies and cartoons, I learned how to live from the movies because for long time I thought movies were made to represent the real life , I thought everyone's lives is a story , I didn't know that we can't cry in public , I didn't know that we only express our feelings in movies ! that we only talk in movies , we only love in movies , I didn't know that the "best friend" is a myth ! I thought that we suppose to talk about our problems with our best friends , I thought it was ok to complain about life with your best friend , because you were my guide to the real world , and you never called me drama queen before , you used to listen to me and talk with me ! , because you used to tell me that you love me and it didn't sound weird, because you once said I was the only one you can open up to! you are the one to blame , you made me believe the movies , everyone else were laughing at me , they used to call me a freak but you were the only one I trust , I don't know what happened ! why did you stop talking with me ? why did you stop checking on me ? why did you called me drama queen ? why didn't you listen ? is it because we are adults now ? I always knew that adults pretend like everything is fine but I thought you were the one that I can be kid around , I thought we'll never be adults to each other , maybe I'm holding you back in life ?! maybe I'm just a loser ? I'm not sure what to think anymore , but you are not that person I once knew and loved , now you are an adult , so let's just set together smile to each other until this ceremony ends and pretend as adults , because that what adults do .
